for Ken......hope you see this before you resign.......

since last time i send you a message tat inside has this word....
"i want to give it a try....."
"i want to give it a shoot......"
"if (acceptable) fine....."
"we continue as wat we are as friend...."
"but if fail...."
"we will become enemy......"
after all....i din manage to said wat i want to said.....
im not a men but just a coward tat only know protect myself.....
im not a men but just a person tat if i think i want it tat way....
then the thing must be on my hand....
im so selfish.....
i want you always ask something about me.........
i want you always talk to me and sms me no matter wat situation it is.....
but i.......
i........
i din manage to tell wat i want to tell you....
i din manage to said i want to see you everyday...
i din manage to get you.........by myself.....
i............
i don want to destroy your life.....
you....
is a gud guy.....
you....
got alot of future waiting for you.....
but when i think bout you......
my mind just cant stop reload the picture of you......
my friend said this is just a crush tat will end up just a while ......
but why this thing keep in my mind for a long time......
i din manage to..........forget......
i don want to lost you....
i hope you understand......
i hope we still can be friend......
at this moment i wish i could cry....but i...
din do tat.........
sry ken.......
sry ken.............