Thursday, April 24, 2008

something......

human........got many type............but.........im so confuse tat i don know which type i am..........some ppl said me so child........some ppl said me so gay..........some ppl said me nice.........some ppl said me............don know.........hard to describe.............so i said im really confuse..........sometimes........i feel like im so.........don know wat will i do in the next second........and it happen many time on me..........when i decide to choose this............but the endding is not tat gud as i think...............

sometime.........when i decide tat i want to leave..........but........many thing happen.......till now i don know where i want go..............maybe is a got decision..........but.......maybe not............and i think im so stupid now........really stupid...........sometimes.........

i don know wat im doing now.........but i only know tat.......inside my decision.........got some error.............is not 100% gud.........is not 100% bad..............

im really want stay.........but............the decision i make already cant turn it back.......i know........it can..........but im not tat brave.........im so coward...........im so............im just escape-ing the problem......tats me...........im so stupid.............why.......................

today......when i saw at them........is really happy.........when gather together............is really happy..........but..........im scare..........scare for....................i will lose them..............i really hate..........i hate tat im losing something so suddenly............especially............friendS?

many ppl said.......the party........will end soon..........but i don want believe it is true........but..........if just let the party.........continue.......many ppl will tired.............will fed up.........will angry...........after all.........all will go their own way...............i hate tat..............i know...........just a phone can contact..........but...........we cant search back the moment back..........we cant find back the moment...............why?

finally...........thx..........for saw my blog.................i know is few.........but...........i also want thx you.........

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