Selfish........

i think..........im really selfish.............maybe not......maybe it is?...........don know................today.......i saw my gor............working partner lar..........just call him gor...........talk with the fatty and the fatty keep touch him here and there..............so angry........don know why..........and other is call his name...........like calling her boyboy...........me also angry tat............thinking............so ugly lar..........just shut up can?............................sometime me also think tat i want monopolize someone.......but.........when thinking tat...........he also got his friend.........i cant do tat............then just said to myself............just let it go.............don care the thing..........aiks...............

and im think im really like a child d...........today morning my friend said my thing infront of me..........then don know why angry............then will afternoon after sleep then just like nth.................someone......giv me your suggestion to heal me...........pls..............i hate tat my friend leave me alone...........but......sometime i quite and stand alone at there.........no one can talk with me.........coz i will fed up easily...........

today.......the weather very gud..........then till everning.......i saw the sun..........like..........very last time...........tat my friend and me go pd.................take many photo............just like the everning sun..........the memory keep blow in my mind............but.........many thing change.............

to my friend............my classmate.....
someone........tat i want try to love her............but.......i din..............
Lee Ting...........
i got try........but.........im too coward..........i hate change............i want try........but i already know the answer...............
im not dare to said..........and after tat..........i din talk to you........coz i think u fed up with me............
i cant said my last gud bye to you........
i cant said my last congratz to you..........
i cant said my last thx to you..........
i cant said my last hi to you..........
i cant said my last love to you............
i cant said..............
many word i want to tell you.........
many life story i want to share back with you.........
many thing i want to said with you.......
but you change.........
maybe.......im just the one who don want change..............
hope u know..............
Mun Khek..........
i din means tat.........
i know you anti-ing me..........
but.......
is reallt hard.....to get back..........
also till tat day...........i think im telling the true is gud..........
it make me more better.............
also............can make you more better..............
can friend back with you..........i think is gud...........
can friend back with you..........i think is nice..........
can friend back with you..........i think is the more precious thing for me.............
can friend back with you..........i think........think...........
all the thing is just thinking................i know.......
someday u will understand..........someday...........

this two.......friend....is......really.......i want to know back and.......friend back...........

something......

human........got many type............but.........im so confuse tat i don know which type i am..........some ppl said me so child........some ppl said me so gay..........some ppl said me nice.........some ppl said me............don know.........hard to describe.............so i said im really confuse..........sometimes........i feel like im so.........don know wat will i do in the next second........and it happen many time on me..........when i decide to choose this............but the endding is not tat gud as i think...............

sometime.........when i decide tat i want to leave..........but........many thing happen.......till now i don know where i want go..............maybe is a got decision..........but.......maybe not............and i think im so stupid now........really stupid...........sometimes.........

i don know wat im doing now.........but i only know tat.......inside my decision.........got some error.............is not 100% gud.........is not 100% bad..............

im really want stay.........but............the decision i make already cant turn it back.......i know........it can..........but im not tat brave.........im so coward...........im so............im just escape-ing the problem......tats me...........im so stupid.............why.......................

today......when i saw at them........is really happy.........when gather together............is really happy..........but..........im scare..........scare for....................i will lose them..............i really hate..........i hate tat im losing something so suddenly............especially............friendS?

many ppl said.......the party........will end soon..........but i don want believe it is true........but..........if just let the party.........continue.......many ppl will tired.............will fed up.........will angry...........after all.........all will go their own way...............i hate tat..............i know...........just a phone can contact..........but...........we cant search back the moment back..........we cant find back the moment...............why?

finally...........thx..........for saw my blog.................i know is few.........but...........i also want thx you.........

start again.........

since last blog at tat day....i want start back.but wont blog everyda.......i will blog some usefull thing in here..........

Off day.......

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yesterday.......when playing maple........on bout 12.......may sms me and said can talk......then she call me.......and ask me still want to do not........said she want to make the time table d.............don want delay anymore..........and she said she wont tell anyone................then........i said i really don know.......coz..........i really no mood on there already............very boring......bout than and sin yeen and other.............then i said to may tat don put my time at the time table........coz i don want work d..............then she just end call after 5 minute..........then i go online back.........

then today wake up at 7.03am.........but after tat i sleep back.........and after alarm ring....i just stop it and sleep back..........then when 9.10.....suddenly shock up.......then saw the hp.....walao.......late d........then fast clean up and have a bath..........then today my sis Bf fetch us............we go out from house is 9.20.......then reach igentis already 9.45.....very late today.......................then prepare everything............then just work..........then suddenly got a message come in..........than giv me der......said...........i din force you to continue work at Igentis..............if you don want just don want lar..........and this message really don have threaten you to continue work...........then i just think while then know who said to than........tat only one person.....may................then i got reply the message to him...........but he din reply me any.......i think he mad d...........but will he think tat really true?...........wat im said...........is tat unreal?..................don know.........then go break............go my sis there a while............then no way can go.........so go back igentis.................really don have anything to do............

then today night also very boring...........but suddenly got one girl my friend come in and eat...........i already said don want but she said her mom want come in and eat.........so no choice.......this girl............i got giv her many present..........other just think yourself lar............then after work finish then go back home and online..........but before tat..........i go my friend there giv the present to him..........coz he birthday..............this friend nice............don know why i think i wont argue with him or angry him............he really got tat feel.............then after giv i just go back home and online..........today can play very late coz my sis go JB d...........so first i play maple story then i blog this.................now feel sleepy d...........gud night..........

before tat i must write here..........
Happy Birthday to my friend.........Sheng Hong.......
Happy Birthday to my friend..........Li Ting..........
hope you two.......smile always..............
and..........im really happy tat i know you two................
last........
Happy Birthday~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

Finally......wake up..........

yesterday.........finally.......i can drink tat vodka........nice..orange taste........not very bitter tat i think.....coz...........already + 7up and some salt.............then i try a bit pure vodka.....walao.........cant take it...........whole mouth like giv the fire burn...........then we drink till 1 something.........then i go bath and i sleep at 2.......walao......tomorow still ned work........but this time not tat dizzy than last time.......tat time more dizzy.........aiksss....

then today wake up at 8.50........but.......sleep back.........then wake up at 9.10 coz my sis wake me up said want take my big sis Bf home........then wake up and clean up then bath..........then go Igentis..........reach there...prepare all the thing.........today sunday...........hate.........coz if i don have enough time to prepare all the thing and the customer come in i will angry easily.........then fed up all the day.........hate it.........so today is the day..............beside...........today damn not enough ppl work.........work like hell...........din go break also......then i see Ichiban Ramen.........how free are their...........still got place tat is empty.........i want work there lar.........coz got something i want at there...........haha.......cant write here..........then really work like hell.........when reach 5~5.30....the fatty said must wear a name tape............said last warning woh.............if not saman Rm50...then i just act like i din heard...........then when eating.........i sms may......then she call back.......and i said.............why must wear tat.........then she said must.......before tat also got wear..........coz...easy to complain...swt.............then i just listen lar......i will wear tomorow coz i only listen to may..........then i said..........if i let her choose..........want me or fatty..........but she said me kiddo........then i said........if giv me.......i will quit this game and let fatty in..........coz she can take care my friend Onn Chee.......coz she P..........so ned care more than before................but may said is not her to decide......is jessica...........aiks..........

then finish chat just go work............then i think bout something tat than said to me..........he said if i go ichiban work..........im sure tired till die......then i think........if here not enough ppl............also die ar..........more hard and more work than ichiban ramen............beside i really got side effect on them already..........so i just go back ichiban said...........those word tat i said before i want to take it back........coz i want go there work.............then today work till 6 only.............then i saw my sis and her BF and my mom.........come jusco buy thing.....coz she want go Jb today........and don know when come back..............then i go my sis there and she fetch me.......coz she also work till 6.30 only.........then when reach home just get bath and play maple story........wao...........double EXP.......for few hour only.....damn....but happy also lar..........can up 2lv........nice~~~then play till 11.45++..........and blog this.......

feel so........lonely?

today wake up at.......8 something..........beside.........yesterday i really mad coz my mom come jusco she din tell me tat she got come and i go back at 6............damn....waste my Rm12 to take taxi back..............aiks..........no money d lar............poor..........then wake up i just call my mom....then want choi me or not is up to her........don know lar............then on the way to Igentis already nth..........so when reach there just work............prepare...........aiks............sien..........

then when break i go take my gift tat i want giv to lee ting.........birthday at monday......so ned buy fast...........but......not one only.........got other friend birthday also......so i buy two T-shirt to him........coz really don know want buy wat.....want buy shoes der.......but don want lar.........."HAI HAI SENG" bad.........then buy two blue tom shirt.............nice also........coz he like blue toms very much................then go yum cha with xin yeen..........at hongkie......i order one kopi and one freach toast.........nice~~~then talk loh..........talk many thing........when talking why i want go ichiban work..........nono.....not ask this.........ask wat ar........wait............arr.....remember.......coz she and other ppl keep said me this and tat...........only know how to make me mad.........but i din angry with them...........then i said...........you all talk me i just act like nth lar.........then if i said you all.....you all just get mad easyly.........and said don want talk with me and hate me.........then she got nth to said coz i said the right thing............then go back igentis work..........whole night din talk...........no mood talk beside today throat very dry and make me cough all day.....haiz................really no mood............then when working my friend foo ming come find me........said my other friend want come back seremban...........chai ping...........ask when i free........but really lar...........i cant take my time out..........hard...........

then chat bout 2~3 minute i said don chat d coz later the fatty scold back at me..........then keep work loh...........then when close finish i giv the present to one person name alien.........and tell her tat giv the present to lee ting today............then today is my sis bf fetch me..........and my sis friend also...........then on the way home said want buy 100plus and one bag of ice............then said my home got BBQ...........swt............then reach home just saw my uncle and other ppl..........then i din choi them just go online and blog this..........when i come in..i said one vodka............want drink leh..........maybe it nice?....don know......havent try before........want try leh~~~~

friday blog.........

sry.......really lazy to blog back those date tat i din blog..........beside....no ppl read also........thx

Still dizzy~ing~~~~~~~

yesterday go drink....so today morning........the head still got some dizzy..........but so gud i got set alarm...........can wake up.........then wake up at 8.45.......then clean up and bath...........and when bathing.........my back so itch............and i saw my body just got some red spot..........and i just ignore it.....then i just prepare all the thing then go Igentis.........reach there at 9.20....early.......many time to prepare.........bout 10.10...already finish all the thing and just sit there and listen to the music...............then work loh~~~sien~~~~not many ppl..........then on break time........i borrow pei er laptop to blog yesterday blog...........use one hour to blog.......and i go starbuck......damn.....i don know if you want go there online........must buy something at there then sit for online..........so i got no choice.........i just order one chocolate chip wat wat wat drink.....nice........cost me Rm 15..........almost bankrupt.............aiks.........then my friend sin yeen call me to yum cha at sushi king coz today last day for the event............then 3 oclock we go eat.......

when eating.......got something new coming out from the kitchen.........and the person sure ask her want this or not.........so weird............other ppl don ask just ask her want or not...........maybe he like her?hahaha......just kidding.............then we eat 5 plate....cost us Rm 11.5..........nice mah...coz each sushi cost Rm2.............yum...............then go back igentis and sit there and wait.........the time to pass.............sien..............when working........i saw my hand.........got red spot at my hand..........many............but........din feel anything............so just ignore also................then till 6oclock........than ask me want work at igentis not.........coz he want come abck work full time beside........the management of igentis........jessica.....said don want the fatty d.........great o?im lovin it~~~~~but........i already interview ichiban ramen.........don know want go where now..........so FAN~~~~~~~~~~

then today me wash bar.........just enough time to wash..........after wash then just go back...........coz my mom friend come fetch me today.........and said no dinner today...........aiks.........but she got ask me want go dah bao not lar.....but i don want eat.............don know..........just want go back home fast to play maple story..................ned lv up and gain money leh~~~~~then reach home just ask sis and she let me play then i blog this...........

Dizzy~~~~~

today wake up at normal time and just clean up and bath then go Igentis........reach there just prepare everything........but..everything just too normal..very boring........nth do.......then saw Sushi King.........walao.......early in the morning already this many ppl.....coz today is the third day for the event.............crazy........so bad i donhave member card lar......i want to sign one but said don have......so no choice loh.....then till i break........i go cc and want play maple........but.....the line lag like hell........downloading.....tat day i play download very fast.but now damn slow.turtle also fast then it.......so i just ignore it and play O2jam..........very fun...only for one song.........second song damn.......nmy favourite song V3.........but...........when loading........suddenly stuck at the screen..........stuck ong time............so i just press alt+ctrl+delete..........no use.......then press tab+alt..........no use also..........last press alt+F4.......damn.......also no use.........then keep press............till it auto reset com.....i said WTH.............then i just reset two time....no use also.same screen........then fed up.........don want play d........then go back Igentis and sit there.....and said with ka'sng the damn cc com.............aiks.........waste my money play there.......and he said don play online game at there......no gud........i rather you play lane game at cc don play online game.waste money online......

at today got one new ppl come our Igentis work..........a girl...........walao............very.......just..........like a tree.....don know wat she want to do now.......just stand there and do nth............don care lar..coz i already want go work till this month only........and now also scare don know Ichiban hire me not.,........before tat the chk rice shop aunt said the super at ichiban nth one.........so i don know lar..........a bit scare loh............then very boring today.........then today the fatty din work today.she off...........happy a while.........then sien~~~~~~then when wei jun come.......sin yeen ask him go yum cha tonight..........then i said ok and ka'sng also got go.............so just work till night work work work .......sien sien sien..............nth do mah.............then at night i get two order from wei jun.saiud want make tuna........then on the way making...........the poh hoong saw tat i put many tuna and she just take some out........then said you put many tuna leh.......i said just enough der lar..........then she said..you know?one tuna Rm5++........and you know you rugi-ing the igentis money...........then i just said a little only mah............then she just said.a little bit?wat bout those water and electric payment?the rent amount?Rm17++ar........and blar blar blar blar..........then i just scold something very rude to her.but she keep blar blar blar just acting din heard any...........then don choi her........very disturbing.......

actually today want go yum cha der......but i suddenly don want go d....then sin yeen just scold and fed up then just go back to hostel...........wei jun go chase her but when he come back sin yeen already go so far.....aiks...........then no choice loh........i just go chase her.......use without 20 second..........i just run to her........damn tired.........then explane all the thing then go back Igentis........on the way back i feel i almost want pengsan d.........coz long time din run tat fast........then back igentis just sit there and the head not feeling well.......then after close.......no choice loh..........if i don go she will fed up with me all the month and don talk with me.......so......finally i go also........we go foodtiam yum cha..but the head also din feel well tat time.........but after i releash all the air from my stomach.........much more better.......then their said..........we go S-11 loh.......damn.......i tough their want go back d...i refuse to go....but if i don go their don want fetch me go back homr.so no choice loh......go also..........and we go there open three bucket tiger to drink.........finish...............i just drink 7~8 cup then i feel really dizzy,......4~5cup already feel dizzy a bit d................then i go to DJ there and order three song.......Rihanna~please don stop the music......Britney Spear~Pieces of me.....last.......more nice one....and the DJ also said walao...........Satisfation...............hahaha.......this if play at pub or disco nice leh.............love it.........then drink till 12++ go back.........reach home.......cant stand very stable............coz very dizzy tat time........then go toilet first then just go sleep......don want bath.......i scare when i bath-ing im sleep already........hahahaha...............

off day......

today is off day so i don want blog...coz got nth can write.........my blog only write on those working day.........

Monday blog~

wake up at 9.........clean up bath and go Igentis.............reach.....just open and work and prepare.........but today special day for sushi king.......got a event.......Rm2 for each sushi.........sushi only..........and only for who got member card.......then when i reach igentis i ask the mr.Gan......said can sign a member card not......but he said here don have only KL got......aiks...........so no choice loh.....but the cashier said i don ned member card their also giv me the 10%discount and now the event still on till thursday......so their said borrow me and go eat sushi and when finish just return back..........so gud.....gagaga...........then work loh~~~and today breakfast is go take away at heng heng..........vegi rice.......nice ~~~yum yum.........and one milo ice~~~love it very much when still a child.............

then bout 2 olcock.......the sushi king.........full.......untill got ppl Q up at outside coz their said who come first who get first.........so their just line up loh.............then today very bad luck........bout 1 pm i go toilet and when i saw at the mirror.......just i knew tat i din wear my earring.........and on the way back Igentis........i just know tat earring at my wallet......then i just take my wallet out and take the earring to wear when at the elevator...........know wat happen?my earing drop at there.....and when i want take...........but too late........at the end of elevator d...........so my earring just die at there........haizzzzzzz............but........don know why i don care bout it again.........then i go buy one more earring first at bowling outside.......per Rm4......then not very gud looking.......then go coco beach buy one more.......one pair Rm4.9......WTH.........but the coco beach one more nice looking.........then wear d loh....a little big for me.........

then today i go Ichiban Ramen for interview work................im serious this time........already sign form............but don know their want hire me not.........then i go secret recipe.......ask for one cake got wat size........wat the price.......and wat is 1~6 recipe........after 10 minute just i understand all the thing.............then i go back Ichiban and talk with the aunt.........walao.......maybe she EQ high?don know..........i just know she talk my friend like hell............but i wont said anything coz i want go work there if their hire me...........tat aunt really danger.........said like she got nth wrong any........damn lar...........before got many wrong also don know........really hate this kind of person der...........then me go back igentis after 15minute lar...........go back for work and eat dinner.........today eat braised chk rice....nice!~~~~~every monday also eat this......but today rice not really nice.........then very boring and stand at counter there......and talk with wei jun and ka'sng.........when talking we saw the sushi king........walao.......still got many ppl Q up at outside..........and suddenly got a sound like BLING~~~bleang~~~then just saw ka'sng break two cup bubble tea one........aiks..........bubble tea cup already not many still want break it.......

then just work loh and so boring loh.........near closing.......suddenly sushi king got someone argue with someone....don know bout wat thing to argue lar........exp~place,food?don know......after their argue a while.....one of them change place.....swt..........this also can argue..........then today close late coz got customer.........so when we all finish the time already 10.10.....late 10minute.....and finish all the thing and go out coz my mom come d........so just go back........and online......then play maple story.........and din blog.........sry ar.........

SAme~~~~~

all the thing is just the same like before.........wake up clean up then go bath........but today waste a bit time coz of tat jeans..........aiks.......my mom din collect from outside and i search at the house.........swt.......................so waste my 5 minute........time is gold....pls save it..............so after tat go Igentis..............today sunday so many thing ned prepare............work work..........today really many ppl but im not tired at all....don know why lar...............then when afternoon...........almost break time...........the fatty said coz today not enough ppl working....wei jun said sick so din come work..........and ar young come in 6 .....and than din work d...........beside.........the fatty i din count inside coz.........i don thing she got do anything at there so i just saw her like a invincible person................ans she said all break time only can take one hour........damn lar.......then sin yeen scold.........and i just act like don know but i heard................

so when 2 oclock i go break lar....but i din leave Igentis...........stay there till 2.30 and go sushi king yum cha with sin yeen.......till 3.30.........then go upstair buy hp card...........then go back igentis at 3.45....then i just stay there lar.......wait my break time over........then suddenly may call...........and the fatty said all the thing with her............then may call me........said why break?not enough ppl cant break then ask where i am now...........so gud tat im still at Igentis and i said i got help igentis too......i din go out for 2.30 hour at all.........and also ask where sin yeen..........then i said go hostel take something..........then end the call d...........don know lar..........then when sin yeen back i tell all the thing to her ans she more angry.............then she said she sick loh~~~im fever loh~~~want go back loh~~~~then i got nth to said.............then at night only got...me,ar young,li ting,alien,poh hoong,work only....no count fatty inside coz .........din feel she here any...........useless ppl lai der.........said everything want fair~~~~but the one who said fair and the one who is never fair~~~~~~no care lar..............work like hell........at bout 6~8........damn many ppl come and eat..........

then till night..........today ar young last day......and today also happy at night today with him and other ppl........coz this is the first time i talking funny funny thing with him........but so sad today only funny with him....too late.........aiks................so after finish work and do all the thing just sit there wait closing...........then i ask poh hoong.........said how many month your car license (P) can finish and get the card..........she said one month or two month.........so i just thinking........coz i don want go singapore fisrt..........too hard for me..........and bout KL.....i think i don want go d....but if got ppl share with me i go...........don know lar.........then on the way home.......... ask my sis bout car license too....but she said now you cant lar..........your time is really hard to take the license and learn...........aiks.......coz i want learn fast and can use car to take my friend go jusco play......and also can go work mah......i want go ichiban work.......but don know can or not..........aiks.........havent ask.............haiz............then come back and blog this.....havent eat but feel so full now........don want eat......later bah............ok gud night.......

Aiks.....still the same......

yesterday night..........i go download my maple story........then at 11.40 can play d.........then fast set all the thing up and finish all the thing bout 12.10 something.....then play...........but cant play long....coz my sis keep disturb me said want com...........aiks ....so i just play till 1.20 then giv her the com and go sleep....coz ned work tomorow..........then wake up at 9 same lar........then clean up and go Igentis.........reach........work.....prepare...........work work work..........no stop......saturday more gud then sunday.........sunday just like helll......................aiks.....today breakfast eat Zhu Chang Fen (read in chinese pls.)nice~~~RM4.7.....nice also...........not bad.........and when break time.....really nth do.....go popular but nth giv me read d....wat can i do?so i just go Igentis and sit there..........then...........today is my friend Ar Than...last day...........

then this week also last week for Ar Young........

aiks.........everyone also go......for their way.............i know this will happen on me too....but don know when.....life is like this............aiks....a bit sad now..........then today dinner eat Ichiban Ramen thing........nice~~~~got discount 20%......yum yum........then i cant think wat i do today d.........really cant........then go back at 6.........reach home just go bath and online.........and play maple story.............suddenly bad mood.......coz later i cant saw Ar Than at Igentis d.........T.T........

SALARY~~~~~~~~~~~~

today wake up like normal..........clean up like normal..........then go Igentis not normal.........my sis boyfriend take us go............then reach Igentis...........do this do tat do this do tat...............but suddenly..........want eat potato wedges..........then i just wait.......wait other ppl come then i go buy......i buy a potato wedges (L).......yum yum.....nice.....................its finger lickin gud~~~~~then i order the breakfast to eat...........today eat............eat wat ar?.........ehh...........arrrr...know........braised..........boleh tahan lar..............then just work loh..........work work work.........then till breaktime.........immediately go popular and read the book............damn............forget the name again............aikss.......i only copy that part.......so i din saw the name.........aiks......this is the full version......

"你记得你曾经是那么认真地和坐在隔壁的同学约好.明天会带最新一期<灌篮高手>给他.然而约定的那天他却没有来上课,且似乎因为那时你尚不能了解的某些原因,你隔壁的座位持续的空置了一整年,一直到你升班了,仍耿耿于怀於那天午后的约定.而你后来想起那天的情景,才稍稍察觉了他说明天见的笑容似乎有点僵.於是你从此只能在细末般的记忆碎屑里努力地翻找着,那些逐渐从你的生命里一点一滴并且豪无预警的剥落而消逝了的他们的身影.你总是来不及对他们说声再见.你总是错过了时间."

i really love this part..........nice~~~~hope can help you.............+U...............
then after finish this go back for working luh.............din walk around coz everyday at jusco d.........no ned walk.............sien liao.........then today.........dinner i eat yang chow fried rice.........nice........the cheaf(head)cook.....nice.....and + one nasi lemak chicken.............then........when i eat till half just i know tat i want go eat with my friend later...........aiks...............now very fulll...........how to eat more?then no choice........then just wait loh.......coz the salary havent come yet..then my friend wei jun told me tat got a girl come back here and work.......only for one day lar........name Jie Qi....funny person lai der.............damn...........6.30 just my manager come Igentis........but before tat i go toilet d.......ned release something then got space to put other thing mah.......GG..........then i go back my manager already at there and giv salary........and when i get.......WTH.........this month is the most less salary.......bout Rm7++ only............aiks.....still ned let her cut one hour ..............aikssss......then she go d coz she also busy............then my friend come featch me..............first we go the japan store to eat der...name Musho.......松.........then we go in just sit and see the menu..........swt...............the menu........after we see........we all just want spit something out from ouor stomach.....coz all the thing there already got at sushi king.........aiks.............

then no choice........i just keep apologize to them....really sry bout it...........then we go eat korea food.........at 大长今.........second time go..........eat wat i don know.......coz i don know how to read korea word~~~~~~then after finish......just cost us(5 person)Rm119 with one Rm10 voucher....nice also mah..............then we want go in a pub beside tat 大长今 one.....but when we near the pub........walao......so noisy.........and the name also name bad.....really is C classes..........then no choice.......we go S 11......but.......damn ....no open..........aiks...........then finla decision.........go back home........way to home the rain still not stop yet..........and i think bout where i want to go d.......aiks....FAN AR~~~~~~~~~~~~~then reach home at............9 oclock i think.......then i go online and buff my maple story......i want play coz my big sis not here d......she go JB d~~~~~~~but cant play everyday also lar..........then on the way buffing i blog this............

Aiks..........

today....wake up like normal...9 something........then clean up then go Igentis..........reach Igentis just work work prepare this prepare tat.......aiks..........boring.....today also like this........SinYeen din talk me.........just very boring...............then on break time......i go popular to read book coz really nth to do.........then i go there see see...........then suddenly popular put some.....like.......classical music......then i think bout a book....don know got this kind of book not lar........talk bout friend der...........don know why i want find tat........but i think this many book i only love those book tat talk about school life........those nice........but i din saw one.........really don have........then i saw one book don know wat name d........inside got said school life but.............few.......so i just keep turn over the book.....then i saw the last chapter sais....''逝''.....then i read some lar.........i only got these word....."我答应了明天要借他''Slam Dunk''......但第二天我看不到他......就这样一年的过去了......过了很久,当我想起当天他放学回家的时侯,转过头来对我说再见的那个带有一点悲哀的表情........我才知道......''like this kind of word lar.....not really clean....tomorow i will go see again....then write carefully......

then......at popular bout 1hour......then go bookstore see some book........i saw a learning japan language book.......then i take it then just sit there and read........bout half hour.......then go back work luh...............just work..........nth happen.......then......im really angry today........like their said before..........the salary will come out at today 3......but.........damn our manager din giv us today.......she said havent get the money from the boss yet........wth lar.............this month is not the first month to said this already...........im start work till now d.......the salary always get delay~~~~a long time~~~~~~~~~~~~~f................hate it.................coz tomorow i want spend some money to invite my friend go eat the japan food.......so...now also don know can get not.......then at night already close.......then i sms my manager....May......said i want use the money tomorow..........don know she get it not............aiks...........then go back home............nth do....no dinner for me to eat..........F~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the most i hate too....don have dinner when go back home...................then nvm.........just bath then online and blog this.........now the stomach still Gili~~~~~~guruH~~~~~~~~~~~~so hungry men~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thinking.........confuse.......

this morning wake up at.......9.....like before lar........then clean up........then go Igentis......on the way to there......thinking many thing......i really don know go where work......KL???Singapore????FAN~~~~~~~~~confuse~~~~~~~~~~~~~if go KL...ned spend many money....those salary for per month also cant save it and really not enough.....if go Singapore.......cant go away d..........like.....drop to a trap....cant come up d.....i don want tat fast to leave my friend......will miss them very much.....aiks.....so confuse now......then reach Igentis.....do all the thing just like before......just got some crazy today......maybe becoz of those confuse thing?fan ar~~~~~~~

then when i break....i go sushi king to play tarot card with my one friend....she do at sushi king before name....Pei Er......funny person....then sit at there 2 hour...just sit there and talk talk talk talk............then go back working....and my friend Wei Jun buy one BBQ chicken to eat....whole chicken...cost Rm10.5....very variable to buy...nice also........yum yum~~~~after eat....is time to eat our dinner.....=.=.....so full.....but me also order for eat lar...coz ned more energy till night mah.......after eat tat....like im already pregnant......aiks...cant move d.........then just work work work.......till night and.....no salary today......damn................i want money aR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~but no worry...salary will come out tomorow.......G.G........before tat....i got saw the boy who work at hongkie before....name Devin......then today i saw him at Ichiban d.....then i go ask why he come here and work....he said..there too harsh.....salary only Rm400....actually their said basic is Rm800..but cheat ppl........Rm400+comisen+OT....only got Rm800....and eat also cant eat when many ppl.....and those food is after kitchen ppl eat then their just put outside then let them eat............no wonder he go Ichiban work lar........but i also want go there work.....but don know their use me not....i really want work now....if not i will thinking where i wanna go again....aiksssss...........then i got ask many The Chicken Rice Shop....Sushi King.....Ichiban.......Chk Rice Shop basic is Rm650+comisen+tips=bout....Rm750~800 i think....ok lar....every month got tips....not like us....3month only giv us tips......then Sushi King.....Rm900+Ot=..their Ot many o...Rm6.5per hour....so.....got Rm1000+.....many lar....then Ichiban......Rm750+comisen=Rm900~1200max.....so i said i want go there work loh~~~~

then don know the super at Ichiban hire me not.....don know lar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~then work work work .....then go back home.........aiks............nth do...........just eat then no bath then online....then blog...........sienzzzz....ok..............gudnight all.......

Off day again.....

today me off....so i don ned go Igentis.......but...so bad tat my sis din work at the Nail Trend d....aiksss.......coz she resign d.....aiks.......so i wake up at 11am....then clean up then go online....play Ro....and open msn....chat with my game friend...name Seng....best friend at Ro...nice partner......then play Ro.......keep play keep play.....sienzz....then change game....O2jam...but....aiks..........cant play....it said wat web query error ar?....don know wat lai der......so cant play...play back Ro...aiksssss

then on 2~3pm....bad day~~~~~~~~~heavy rain again...also heavy lightning....ned close com.......so cant play.....then at 5pm...i sms my friend then i go his house to play....coz my other best friend also there.....name Yi Ren and Sheng Xiong......their got psp d....but so sad i don have...aikssssssssss...ned buy one...but don have tat money to buy...aiksss......then play till 8.30 oclock then go back home clean up and eat something....then go again...till 12am...then go back home.....cant go back at 1 coz their ned study tomorow and me also scare when go back home at 1......got a distance lehh....go yi ren house........then go back home and find something eat....coz i din eat dinner.....just eat something tat cant feel the full thing.....then sleep at 1 something.....