22th Nov 2011

so....i really wake up around 820....then i drop you a call but then u never pick up...then i make another call again around 840....ya...and u pick up the phone and said ya..i was sober...so u just hang off.....then i continue sleep...but then i was planning to go suntanning....so....i wake up around 9....then pack everything and head to bishan swimming pool and tanning....

The sun light was super good....just for an hour..i can see the different...thats what i call suntanning....have a good weather.......good timing....and good place...relax.

but then is really one hour...after that the rainy cloud is coming on the way,....is not today only...its been few week...like early in the morning till afternoon can be very sunny...then suddenly afternoon it change to a rainy day....but nevermind...as long as i can tan thats fine...then i head home around 11 plus...

then when i reach my area...i going to have my breakfast...my favorite fish ball mee bok. im the regular for there also...when aunty saw me then she will just said is it the same thing?! then i just said ya....coz she already know what i having....so i have my usual drink also....Milo Ais.

After finish...i just head back home and online...work on my itune music...coz is just a mess...seriously mess...so you was telling me that you are working today....at centre point orchard...so i was planning after i done everything i just change a shirt and go out and look for you....but then when im on the way bus stop...mei lian message me and said want to meet me...so i was out for meeting mei lian then i head to takashimaya....and meet Edmund at Pique Nique...

nothing much change...still the same...we have a conversation for at least one hour...then i just go and meet mei lian.....

after that..both of us heading to orchard centre to buy my gong cha for him then we head to centre point and look for you....then take mei lian also...u keep bitch her loh...but lucky she can take it...coz she use to me already...so u are just a bit more irritated than me..so she totally fine...

after that we just head to antoinette and have some light food...too bad cannot have a discount....

then after that we head to paragon look for Eric but then he is not around...so after that we just walk around and shopping....coz i will meet you around 730...

mei lian want to meet Cat....so i just put a reservation at antoinette again but different places...is around lavender....coz the production is there....so becoz of the stupid sound system...u finish around...8....and by the time we reach there is already 830 plus....my reservation time is 830...

anyway....we have our dinner at there....it was nice....but too jer lark...

and...i found u a good partner that can really joke with...mei lian...well...is a fun dinner lar....u keep irritate those waiter and waitress by just telling them the different language of thanks you...lol...anyway....we end the dinner around 10 plus...so i was planning to go to your place and overnight since u said u will be going to clark quay for the event...so...i decide to go back and pack everything out and head to your place....

by the time we reach ur place is already around 1230...after i bath...and rest...is already around 130...not much time left to sleep anymore....so i just rest a while more..then we just sleep....seriously...both of us is damn tired already...i only know i sleep quite fast...thats all...

21th Nov 2011

So i was wake up around 8 plus....then go brush up and change and prepare for work...well...by the mean time u still sleep like a pig....before i go..i just kiss you then go off......rush all the way to orchard and change bus to my work place....
work as usual....not so busy....then till i finish work....i rush all the way to CCAB for my usual volleyball game. is a 2 hours game...so i wasnt that enough for me....not even feel the tiredness.....

So after the game...tommy my volleyball friend fetch me home...coz he also stay nearby....then on the way he keep talking bout those volleyball thing to me.....i was like...hmm...urhh....ya.......

well...i really dont know can give what reaction anymore...anyway...when i reach home...i just go take a bath...and finally....my roommate is back from his recover....he get burn by hot water when he was at work last two month ago.....so now his leg is getting better....so after i bath...he and the owner son accompany me to go and eat supper at lor 7.
actually there not much food can eat....but we just pay a visit to the fruit store aunty....coz we are the regular...so...after that we head to lor 5 and eat the 伊面...is super nice...i like very much...and i have two bowl of ching teng....
after that we just head home and i just lay on the bed,....then suddenly fall asleep....till around 2 plus...then suddenly wake up....i saw ur message said call u tomorrow around 830am....so i just set an alarm and then fall sleep again....
in just like not more than 30second....=.=

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20th Nov 2011

Continue on what i write on my diary book...

So suddenly u said why you here?! Then ur sis said why never buy gong cha for her also...then u blame me for not call u when i reach...i was like...ok....then i put down my bag and pretend i want go eat and buy the gong cha for your sis...then ur mom want us to buy cigarette for them also...so u accompany me go out and buy those...

So on the way there i was keep telling you that i just want to give u surprise...buy ur favorite 奶盖冬瓜茶then take ur favorite pastry pain au choc for you also.....but then never expect u give me such reaction....anyway....after i buy the gong cha...then i keep teasing u ....but then who know u get angry.....

Then...after buy the cigarette and gong cha...we go to the food court there and have the dinner...all along the way u dont even want to talk to me....then i was keep apologize...but then u said apologize for what....?i was kind of fed up lar....so u just order ur soup and eat...and i have my qing teng....then u said why u dont buy something to eat and eat something that cant even make u full...then i was like....seriously fed up...then i go buy the food and eat...seriously...we dont even have a single words while we eating....
So....after that...we just walk home....i was walk infront of u...then i dont know why u walk so slow....then when i turn around...i dont even saw u,...then i was going back and look for you...then suddenly when i turn around again...u was infront of me already....dont even turn ur head back and look for me....sigh...
Till i walk to escalator there...i just saw u sitting down there...and wait for me....reach home...and u just pretend there was nothing happen...then i just sitting down at the living room...playing my phone....and suddenly u just join in and sitting down there and use ur leg touch my stomach...i just ignore....u just try to be good with me again....but...end up you win....
i just cant ignore...im just the way too soft....then after i go bath....i was lying on the bed and continue play my game....and u come in after u bath....then keep talking to me...and said dont be like that lar....haha....all along i was just teasing you....u keep hug me....just try to said apologize with using that way i think...so after that...we just fall asleep like that....

Well

Well
is really getting lot and lot more people who can really who are we
im very happy to saw those video clip in youtube or those link out from my friend
is a new generation
is a new life
everything is so good to know
i am the one who admit myself as a gay here
yet i already does show in my Facebook once
so what?
i am who i am
and i dont bring any problem for you
we live like no different from other
we are proud to be like that
we love when we find our love

work stress

well....i guess everyone have that as well...
it just different cases....
for me.....i always cant really work with someone that i think they cant even work...
ya true.....and it cause my manager headache for this....
is not that i dont want to change....
i give an excuse on this......
becoz of my age.....alright....age....
if my ex-manager heard that he going to kill me again but so bad he is not my manager now...
i really miss him so much.....
he teach me a lot of thing that when i first come to singapore....
service....skill....anything that really can learn from him is great...
other people might dont think like that but for me he is.
now im struggling at work...
shall i really keep working on it.....ot i shall just change an environment....
when i hate someone....i need quite some time to get ripe of it...
is not easy for me.....i know this well....'
although i want to change but still....i quite stubborn.
sigh.....i was so hope i was someone else.....