Diary...

well....im using my blog as part of my diary now..
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DIARY!!!!!!!

20th Nov 2011

Continue on what i write on my diary book...

So suddenly u said why you here?! Then ur sis said why never buy gong cha for her also...then u blame me for not call u when i reach...i was like...ok....then i put down my bag and pretend i want go eat and buy the gong cha for your sis...then ur mom want us to buy cigarette for them also...so u accompany me go out and buy those...

So on the way there i was keep telling you that i just want to give u surprise...buy ur favorite 奶盖冬瓜茶then take ur favorite pastry pain au choc for you also.....but then never expect u give me such reaction....anyway....after i buy the gong cha...then i keep teasing u ....but then who know u get angry.....

Then...after buy the cigarette and gong cha...we go to the food court there and have the dinner...all along the way u dont even want to talk to me....then i was keep apologize...but then u said apologize for what....?i was kind of fed up lar....so u just order ur soup and eat...and i have my qing teng....then u said why u dont buy something to eat and eat something that cant even make u full...then i was like....seriously fed up...then i go buy the food and eat...seriously...we dont even have a single words while we eating....
So....after that...we just walk home....i was walk infront of u...then i dont know why u walk so slow....then when i turn around...i dont even saw u,...then i was going back and look for you...then suddenly when i turn around again...u was infront of me already....dont even turn ur head back and look for me....sigh...
Till i walk to escalator there...i just saw u sitting down there...and wait for me....reach home...and u just pretend there was nothing happen...then i just sitting down at the living room...playing my phone....and suddenly u just join in and sitting down there and use ur leg touch my stomach...i just ignore....u just try to be good with me again....but...end up you win....
i just cant ignore...im just the way too soft....then after i go bath....i was lying on the bed and continue play my game....and u come in after u bath....then keep talking to me...and said dont be like that lar....haha....all along i was just teasing you....u keep hug me....just try to said apologize with using that way i think...so after that...we just fall asleep like that....

Well

Well
is really getting lot and lot more people who can really who are we
im very happy to saw those video clip in youtube or those link out from my friend
is a new generation
is a new life
everything is so good to know
i am the one who admit myself as a gay here
yet i already does show in my Facebook once
so what?
i am who i am
and i dont bring any problem for you
we live like no different from other
we are proud to be like that
we love when we find our love

work stress

well....i guess everyone have that as well...
it just different cases....
for me.....i always cant really work with someone that i think they cant even work...
ya true.....and it cause my manager headache for this....
is not that i dont want to change....
i give an excuse on this......
becoz of my age.....alright....age....
if my ex-manager heard that he going to kill me again but so bad he is not my manager now...
i really miss him so much.....
he teach me a lot of thing that when i first come to singapore....
service....skill....anything that really can learn from him is great...
other people might dont think like that but for me he is.
now im struggling at work...
shall i really keep working on it.....ot i shall just change an environment....
when i hate someone....i need quite some time to get ripe of it...
is not easy for me.....i know this well....'
although i want to change but still....i quite stubborn.
sigh.....i was so hope i was someone else.....

Is.....

Is getting hard to keep on going
when there is really no one that can help you work out the problem that you have
what i want is just a little encourage by someone that really appreciate what i did
i do everything becoz i take it so serious
is part of my job
is part of my responsibility
why cant take it serious while u know what to do
im getting tired
im getting lazy
im getting
ANGRY
i was consider shall i really go point out the thing that u dont even know what to do?
shall i really go and said what u really weak on?
i dont think i got that strength to tell you anything anymore
i was so lazy
but
i give my thx to my fren which is one of my supplier
he give me advice to continue and see how it goes
he give me the reason why i have to wait and see the situation
and
i was so regret that
why i quit
Canele
i miss all my colleague and the time at there
i miss my regular there
i miss the shift there
i miss the paper work there
i miss the
................coffee art there.....................
i was so

BUSTED

Im back...

well....
is been quite some time i never update my blog....
actually i do have lots of things want to post on.....
but i was just too lazy....ive been quite some time never open my laptop to update my facebook also....
all the game inside never get update also....
since when.........
after i go taiwan....
haha.....
well.....
really feel so tired for the new job now...
miscommunication with my colleague and staff....
jobs sucks for moment being....
yet....i really dont like people who dont appreciate those thing that we did for them....
very tired.....