then after i reach my work place...i quickly do the set up...and arrange table...coz by 730 need to open the store...so today i work bar until 11...but before that i was so damn emo...i try to control myself not to cry...and stop emo..lucky the work keep me calm down if not im sure cry or emo already....terence sense that when i said can call someone to take over me now....then i tell him that i have a lot of issue in my mind now...they all suddenly blow up....
so...i when to toilet and cool down a while...then get some food to eat at the office area....then suddenly terence come in and talk to me....thats the reason why i follow him...be part of his colleague...coz he understanding....he know everyone does have lots of issue...but try not bring them to work...especially when u have some problem at work...coz this will affect the family/money/love ...then when u affect them...it will bring back to work....so...try to control...or try to talk to them if im willing to share....then im good....coz i finally wake up from there...
then after that i message jorge...and i tell him those feeling that i felt now...and....thats all for me and him....today will be the end of the date.....one and half month....not bad...consider good....finally...i make myself clear....and he just said that dont waste my time on him...he not a good guy to be with...i have totally no idea...but never mind...its all over....im single again....after that...i just head back to work...and im doing well....coz the emo is pass...
so...i know i was late..feel bad...but i have to get through from that...coz terence said is not an issue....so..ya...so before my shift end...alvaro ask me to pack those bean..so i just pack it..is four big tub....and it seems it will take a lot of time...but...since outside is damn heavy rain also...so i cant make a move...and finish pack all the bean...then go home around 5...and i meet kennedy at TPY also....for dinner...
then i pass him my phone and let him see what jorge message me...then suddenly he type something and send it out...when he pass back to me and i just realize the message is damn serious...i thought we going to have and happy ending...but then i think kennedy make it worst...so..ya...but actually im quite happy that kennedy send him the message also....sigh...anyway...we go eat the YI Mian as usual then i go his place and relak a while then i just make a move...
finally...i think i can really go diet...suntanning....save up some money...and do those thing i want...no need to think so much...and this is really out of my expected...im not that sad that i thought....haha....great....i can go on and date someone out again....
so...i when to toilet and cool down a while...then get some food to eat at the office area....then suddenly terence come in and talk to me....thats the reason why i follow him...be part of his colleague...coz he understanding....he know everyone does have lots of issue...but try not bring them to work...especially when u have some problem at work...coz this will affect the family/money/love ...then when u affect them...it will bring back to work....so...try to control...or try to talk to them if im willing to share....then im good....coz i finally wake up from there...
then after that i message jorge...and i tell him those feeling that i felt now...and....thats all for me and him....today will be the end of the date.....one and half month....not bad...consider good....finally...i make myself clear....and he just said that dont waste my time on him...he not a good guy to be with...i have totally no idea...but never mind...its all over....im single again....after that...i just head back to work...and im doing well....coz the emo is pass...
so...i know i was late..feel bad...but i have to get through from that...coz terence said is not an issue....so..ya...so before my shift end...alvaro ask me to pack those bean..so i just pack it..is four big tub....and it seems it will take a lot of time...but...since outside is damn heavy rain also...so i cant make a move...and finish pack all the bean...then go home around 5...and i meet kennedy at TPY also....for dinner...
then i pass him my phone and let him see what jorge message me...then suddenly he type something and send it out...when he pass back to me and i just realize the message is damn serious...i thought we going to have and happy ending...but then i think kennedy make it worst...so..ya...but actually im quite happy that kennedy send him the message also....sigh...anyway...we go eat the YI Mian as usual then i go his place and relak a while then i just make a move...
finally...i think i can really go diet...suntanning....save up some money...and do those thing i want...no need to think so much...and this is really out of my expected...im not that sad that i thought....haha....great....i can go on and date someone out again....
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