Monday, January 17, 2011

A marriage...

Few days ago...i attend my cousin wedding.
It was so fun...when i saw lots of brother is celebrating with them.
What was inside my mind in that moment...
I dont even know i can have a marriage like this or not...
Is complicated...
I hope when the day that i have my own marriage...
I will invite lots of my brother and friends come my wedding dinner...
Singapore....my hometown....my friends that i know...
It is really fun...you can play with them in the wedding dinner...
Sing song,drink drunk drank~take picture,cry together...
Giving Blessing by them...Cry infront of them....
Finally become a real guy that have a family....
I just dont know why i like it lots...but so bad...i know it will never ever happen in my life...
Was really complicated....
Choosing a way that never return is pain...but was a fate...

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