feel so empty.......but.....

these day.......feel so empty.......maybe is still alone in here........
if din go work........when the night come........more empty..........coz..........
everytime think bout my friends......thinking bout......
when can play with them......
when can enjoy something with them.....
when can share with them......
but......is hard.......coz.......
i want to start.........
i want to learn.......
start and learn bout how to go alone.......
start and learn when got no body by my side........
coz.....like their said......
the pain.....let it shallow more better than let it more deep.......
after 4~6 year.......i can meet them again.........
i said tat to myself.....everytime think bout them........
i will fulfill my dream......
then i can share with them......enjoy with them.....play with them......
so....i will make it till the most great...........
in here i will promise............
i will become the best........
i wont disappoint them.......
yours encourages......i get it
yours supports.......i get it
thx you.......