Was it really a pure love...or really just a critical crush...
it has been one and half month...
ive been trying so hard to forget everything in this two month...
everything seems so right after the first month...
im happy...im working...im marathon-ing...im volleyball-ing...
but why...but why when i saw him i still cant forget him...
his smile...his joke...his words....his action...his anger...
the most unforgettable thing is...he so sweet and nice...
i recall every moment that we been together...
is an extremely short time that we been together...
but is just the way too sweet for me...
he is really are the perfect one for me...
he is the one who make me so happy when i can date with the right guy...
he is the one who i can really give my heart away....
he is the one who make me feel like so protected...
he is also....the only one....i cry for....
i never cry for anyone...anyone except those who treat me good and nice...
"we barely know each other"
this is the word that come out from his heart...
i agree what he said....i agree...although my heart was not...
he told me to move on...he told me to take time and recover...
time....recover...
do you think a broken heart can really use the time as a thing that can recover the crack?
no....
do you think a broken heart can use other love to cover the crack?
no...
DO YOU THINK A BROKEN HEART!!!CAN RECOVER SO EASILY??!!
NO!YOU TOTALLY WRONG!!
.......u been hurt me once....this pain...i remember...
but im not hate you at all...im not....
i know...as long as u are still alive....i still have a small chance to be with you again....
although the chance is less than 1 percent....
but now....
everything change...
you choose someone that...is more good than me...
more nice...more good...more...perfect than me....
when i was in the game...im keep searching you....
searching for your shadow...but....
what i get is....u already have it...the one that really can suit u well...
you right...my friends...
i shouldnt appear in court so early...
"time can recover everything..."
i dont give a damn on what time can recover everything...
i believe in escape the truth..the reality...will be more effective than time...
but i didnt....i was facing the reality now...
my heart is pain....
my heart is bleeding....
where are you...why when i need you to be my side...
Let me cry on your shoulder...
Let me hug you and talk to you....
Let me play ur ear and look at your eyes...
Let me just sleep beside you...
Just let me..........................................going back to the time that we been together.....can i....?
i had enough of lonely....
you are really the one who light me up....guild my way to a pure love....
i was....................................trying to cry for sometime....
but....i cant...........................................................................................................................i want to cry....
