Tuesday, September 14, 2010

My Unknown Friend

I remember when i was still a kids...my friends always buy those weekly magazine for comic.
And at the back of those magazine always have those people who left they contact number and a small message said " wanna know me?please message this number i will chat with you" "i just want to know more friends.please contact me or message me.."
This kind of message...and that time is i just get my first phone that i can use to call and message.
Im kidda happy.Then suddenly i saw one notes but i already forget what was that and i message "him" right away...
"He"quite funny,but what i can remember is just a small part of it...i cant even remember all of them.
it has been few year ago already....no choice...
After few day i message "him", i found out that it was a very good friends to chat with...
Then i don know what question i ask him...then he message me..."you think im a boy?"
That time when i receive a message like that i was...SHOCK...
I was wordless....but after i know this girl....we chat a lot more than before.
She is gorgeous and she had a boyfriends which is the face kidda old and slim,but she introduce him to me.
Not bad right this girl.Her name Zhong Bei
She are the first and last friends that i can know through phone without saw each other for the half year.
And i keep message her when i was too free...
She will call me xiao gui and i will call her aunty...Coz she just one or two years old older than me.
Is really fun that time...no matter small thing or big thing she will also tell me about it.
Like last time she break up with her BF she make me nervous about this...
But after all they be together again....and now she at KL for study....
She from sarawak...but it seems like now although i message her but i didnt receive anything form her...
i wonder what was happen to her...but her bf tell me that she doing great...
but also never get back to me when i tell him to call her message me....
kidda sad....
But is fine...i know she will message me some other day...just wait...
I wont give up on who i meet and be friends with them.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Gods & Demons

Actually how well do you know about Gods & Demons?
Ok...i believe that quite a lot of people believe Gods is stand at the good side,and Demon will stand at the other side which means is bad or evil side right?
Last year,two of my volleyball friends try to open my mind and give me all the knowledge of the Jesus which means part of the Gods.
But it seems like im not very interest on this so after two month i give up,of coz one of the person already sense that im not really interest on it.
Got one day...is before she realize im not interest.She ask some question but i forget what it is....
What i know is...she keep said Demon is a very bad thing that come and disturb and ruins everything,eat heart,drag people to their trap and give bad luck to all the people.
But...the answer i give her is...i dont think Demon is evil.She so shock when i said this...she just answer me back and said you really have no idea that what Demon doing is all the wrong thing!
What im thinking is like...is really that bad?
You see...is not that i dont believe in Gods,but Demon also doing their things.
If Gods are the creator...then must have someone to go and destroy.
Of coz the destroy part goes to Demon,then the world can just get balance nicely!
Gods is doing their own thing which is like give life,bless people,create some sort of like that...
Demons is doing their job too,like destroy,give virus,curse some sort like that...
So their are doing their own job as well...
If the Demon play the part of the Gods...then what Gods going to do?
What im thinking is like....you can said it bullshit,you can said im the son of Demon...
But what im said is true...you never meet them you never know...
Demon might be the who do the judgement to those guilty people.
So...If really one day i got a chance to meet both of them...
I really want to find it out.
The truth of Gods & Demons.