Got another time is the farewell party for one of my colleague that now don know at which part of Europe or Hong Kong or somewhere around this world.The farewell party is not at fine dinning restaurant so is not high class enough,so we going a food court name "Newton" to do the farewell.
Actually everything goes very smooth until i thought it wont have any "Bad Ending" when the party come to the end....But who know that a hug from her to him...bring out a crying scene that those movie or drama always have....she start the tear...follow by him...then both of them...
Arhhhh....what a good scene that i dont like it most and of cause i walk away.But dont know why end up im taking a same cab with him.In the cab,he keep sob until theres no more napkin on his hand to wipe out all the tear on his face...
But at the time im still having a cold-war with him which i should make an apologize to him but i didnt make it,and when i reach home i should give him a hug but i also didnt make it as well....im busted again.So...it ends up like this.But of cause we are still friends now cause i got said sorry after he take apart to Hong Kong for study.
Is it too late?Dont know....I know....i know....you can said im a cold blood animal or emo-less living things but i just not that sensibility as their are....
But i just realize one thing...i cant get strike by once...because...after all im not as strong as i thought.Somehow im not as cool and chill as i am when i meet this kind of situations.Maybe is part of the heredity from my sis but not 100%,i cant stand a person that who are crying.Although how happy i am at that moment,i will get affected,and i think this problem is getting serious.
Few day ago,when i watch an anime call "Bee Letter",the main character is a small boy that if got a tiny little small sad thing he also can cry out loud until the whole face is tear(you know japanese anime always do like that).Yup...i get affected,but just a little bit sad...A LITTLE BIT ONLY.
....Alright,so finally i make clear of it.Cry doesnt means you are weak,but it was just a little part of your life that you can or might have it so suddenly,and somehow i think cry is just a part of the release.No matter what situation like sad,happy,missing someone,angry and lots,you also can cry...And please....Cry as loud as you can when you can cry...release all the unhappy thing from you...and you will get better...when cry...remember one thing is more than enough...Be strong after the cry.haha