a day tat i online till midnight 4 oclock......
i go log in a website and search for someone to chat on.......
im so lucky i get 2 or 3 person attention.....
their tall to me......
but cant last long coz their all search for something else.......
after tat......i meet u.....Wu.......
u chat with me but just a while......
u ask for trading photo..........
somehow i trade also......
coz there no reason tat i don want trade.......
after trade.......from the first scene u look so old.....but is quite ok for me......
still remember the first time i saw your photo......
hahaaha......
after some other day........
i message u and u din reply for some hours.....
i scare.....i scare u wont reply me at all......
but suddenly i receive your message and u said.......
taken your dinner?wat time is your working hour......don know wat time i should talk with u......
and after tat...also the same....take sometime just can get your message back........
when im on the game tat day.......u request to send a picture tat look natural......
and u send one for me also......look more old than before that one.....hahaha.....
after tat i drop u a call.....chat about 10 minute suddenly u end the phone call and message me said.......
call you tomorrow....just spill some water and will go shower.......
finally.....we meet up at tuesday...........
when i saw you.....you look great then the photo......u wearing a sunglasses........and whole formal......carrying a black bag....
we go in to the TCC and have a coffee.........
we talk and chat......for one hour........and u try to get to know me more when i was young......
why i will become like this........
and i have to said tat day i cant even look at u becoz.........i don know how to face u.........
im so shy on tat day........
after the coffee.......u take me to see your block.......just near by the bugis.........
after that u give me a big hug......u also give me kiss......
(something is missing....sry cant write it at here.......shy)
i like the feeling......i like u hug me........i like u stare at me......
i like u kiss on my face........and u said im cute also........
and u make me more shy than before.........
i cant even face to face when talking to you........
tat day......i just don want to leave u.......i want continue hug u like tat.......
but u gotta go........no choice.......
but after i left......
i cant control myself thinking about you.......
all the way home im thinking about you.........
im really miss you........
when the night come.....u said u have a ticket of a animation.....
9 oclock......but i din make it.......
but suddenly u said u are watching the animation......
suddenly i angry with you.........
but i got said im sorry to u coz it was my fault that im said something not really gud to heard......
the next day morning......i cant even fall asleep yesterday.......
when 9am.....i send a message to you.....coz u want me meet u today at 1 oclock.......
is so sweet tat u take some of your time out......
just want to fetch me to the east coast to take a look the sea........
is so sweet.........is really sweet........
on that day i really cant talk to you face to face coz i more shy when we are on the car.........
just both of us........
u keep said im cute.......
it really very charming.......
everytime i when i think about the scene u said im cute and the scene that u hug me.....
the feeling is so comfortable........
i think i fall in a deep love now.......
a love tat......between u and me........
i want to know u more.......
i cant control myself to thinking about you.........sometime.....it make me shy......
i love you so much......
this is for real.......
and this is wat make me feel so shy and happy now......
for the real and true......
by Leong Cheng Wei